Oh yes, I keep it deeply buried inside of myself. I rarely acknowledge its existence. And when it threatens to get out, as it does sometimes, when I s...e innocents, particularly children, hurt or endangered, I try to maintain control over it. Sometimes it slips. The control I mean. Then I have to force the monster back inside me. I don't let it run wild. But...Once I did. I not only called it forth, I howled with it as it gleefully ran amuck. And, what frightens me, what causes me to spend. He said he had the biggest case of blue balls in the tri-state area. Do you ever get blue balls, Caleb?’ As she said this, she moved the hand on his leg up closer to his crotch, as if to emphasize ‘blue balls’. He didn’t know what she was up to, and he didn’t know what blue balls were. He didn’t want to sound dumb so he deflected the question. ‘Anna, you should drop that jerk and find someone nicer who appreciates you more.’ ‘I know Caleb, but it’s hard.’ She gave his leg a squeeze as she said. Soft moans drifted upfrom my crotch as he pulled on my balls and I leaked thick streams ofpre-come into his mouth. His free hand was still caressing my leg, thenit slowly made its way up my body until it found the top of my bustier;I pulled the cup down and he immediately seized the nipple and beganrolling it firmly between his fingers. More pre-come leaked from mycock and he lowered his mouth over the shaft, taking it all in until myfat head was resting against the back of his throat.His. "I need to be nice and fresh for him", she remembers. With that she puts down the story and goes into the bathroom to shower again.After her shower she lay down on the bed and closed her eyes. She slipped into a deep sleep and never heard him come in. He stood at the foot of the bed and gazed at her. As his eyes adjusted to the dark he saw her for the first time. Her body looked soft and inviting and he was tempted to just jump on her and fuck her hard and fast but he knew this would probably.