For one thing Jill didn't wantcompany, and for another, she was a bit of a snob."Emma Reid. I am stuck with weird Emma Reid for three whole terms! I'm...ot going to put up with this!"The name meant nothing to me, but then it was a large Uni and Jillhadn't exactly encouraged me to sniff around the other female students."And she is?" Weird, mad, mental, take your pick. Not the sort of person to share aroom with. She's got a reputation." So have you," I pointed out, quite reasonably. That earned me. As I lay my head back and closed my eyes, her image presents itself over and over in my mind. Air passes over me sending a cool tingle all over. I am not alone. For there are many around who can witness my frustration. Even though the air tingles, her image burns me with desire and temptation. It takes control of me without even knowing a name. She conquers my mental weakness and turns my body into a sexual robot. My hands touch my face, neck, chest, and crotch. My legs are antsy moving side to. We danced with the drinks still on our hands. How you feeling about this trip now, coz?, Steffan asked. Not so bad. It has been quite relaxing really. You were right, Stef, I said. So youve given up on Tom then?,Steffan teased. I smiled and looked at him. There was something about him when he asked that that I still have not forgotten. He was smiling but he looked guarded. So…?, he asked again. Like it was actually important to him. I think that was the moment I really let go of the last of. The girls at the beauty shop were quite nice and did not make me feel out of place. Marie, was assigned to me and we immediately became friends. She took me to a room at the back and asked me to take off my dress as she was going to give me a smock instead so it would not be ruined. I remember standing there in my panties and training bra in front of Marie, the only other person beside my aunty and the nurse and doctor to see me in these new undies. Making conversation, Marie told me.