That day I was in a daze I, had had full no protection sex with my mum and knew how to please a women who could I tell? Could I say anything? Could we...carry on like mother and son now? This was heavy and went to see if Mark was about, Joan answered the door and asked me in, she asked me how mum was and said mark would be about 10 minutes I told her mum was fine then Joan said “I hear your taken Joanne out on a date” I nodded my head and smiled, Mark appeared in the living room doorway and we. Tonight was special. We're going to make love better with practice, but that doesn't matter. What matters is that my best friend and now lover made me a woman and in my heart it was perfect...it was the fulfillment of my dream. I will never forget tonight."She pulled me to her and we hugged each other. There was nothing else to say.Later that night we took a shower together. We teased each other's body without mercy. Her cute butt that I had been lusting for since I first met her lived up to. Unexpectedly the bus was complete full. i got a seat last but one aisle seat because one of the passenger got down. There was a male co passenger beside my seat. Then I thought this will be going to be boring long journey. The bus started on the highway.. As i was getting bored , i recalled all the journeys which i sat beside ladies n how i tried to touch their boob with my fingers. Meanwhile the bus reached to Kurnool at 9.pm. three male passengers behind my seat got down in kurnool now three. Iguess that kids just seemed like a logical part of that life and I beganwanting to take care of them. Whenever I could, I started holding Ella'slittle brother and playing with him and any other babies I could get myhands on. It's like I crave them. I love being 'the big girl' when I'mwith Sofia or Mia, and It's like I'm addicted to Cora." Do you want to be a mom?" Oh... more than anything. I mean, I'm not stupid, I know that I can't'HAVE' a child, like give birth, but I want a family, Nan..