I'd sweat through the daytime, sweating so much I couldn't seem to get any rest. Then the sun would go down and I'd be so cold, I didn't get much rest...then either.I lost my ability to tell time. The only time I knew was a 'while.' 'A few whiles' was longer than just one 'while.' It seemed to make sense to me anyway.Every few whiles, I'd have a vision of the Humvee stopping. Everybody would get out of the vehicles: ten SEALs, Carolyn, my wife, and Arti. Io would stay with the humvee of course.. I asked me, “Will you kiss me after that?”Sai: I would have before that but now no. I don’t like to kiss a toilet. But I will kiss your neck and chestHe started doing what he said to me. He reached his hands to my nipples and commented, “You’re not breasted. A flat-chested one with just a bit puffy nipples. I wanted big ones.”Me: I know but I don’t have boobs. I wish I had.Sai: OK.He was pinching my nipples for some time.Sai: Suck me.Me: You said then that you like to take the lead.Sai smiled,. I tried watching all kinds of porn. BDSM, Lesbian, Incest, Teacher, Step-mom and so on and so on, but for some reason nothing quite hit the mark like the sounds of her pleasing herself. Finally, I found a safe haven – Cam videos.Once I started watching, I couldn’t stop. I watched these Indian cam girls do naughty shit with their bodies that I couldn’t even fathom, and I was instantly hooked! I thought these were private chats until someone in the comments of one of these videos posted a link to. I’ve put my foot in it again, haven’t I?”“No. It’s just ... I’ve never thought about it like that. No-one’s ever suggested it before, but you might have a point.” I shook my head to clear it. “Damn, I think you might have a point.”We started walking again but I was too busy thinking about Clarissa’s suggestion to talk. She let me think, but when we got to the classroom and before we went in, she said, “They didn’t deserve you, you know. Kelly nor Lisa.” She touched my arm and went in. Somewhat.