My mother stayed up on the deck with my father, enjoying the quiet of the night sea. A few hours later I was awakened by a shrill scream followed by a...bone jarring crash as the schooner started to lean in the water. Jumping from my bunk I rushed to the deck to see that the peaceful ocean had become a wind whipped torrent as a summer storm hit in full fury. Blinking my eyes to clear the blinding spray from them I saw my mother leaning over the rail, desperately calling out my father's name.. But she still had chores to do. And she told me once that she didn't want to wear me out. That was funny. I had a hard on almost all the time when she was around. This morning I decided that Cindy might perhaps need some nearness. I know I did. I got up late, being a little lazy, but no one had complained yet. Besides, I had my part time job at the San Diego Country Club. I worked about fifteen or twenty hours a week. It was really here in Chula Vista. It had been since 1921, they said. I think. She straightens up and sees me looking, commenting that now she will have to punish me even worse... She undoes my wrists and pushes me roughly to the ground, and a blindfold is tied around my head then I feel a ball gag put into my mouth, and her voice whispers, deadly soft in my ear: "this will stay there until you learn..." So now I am lying on the floor, blind and silenced. I hear a door open and then close. Lying on the carpet in a silent, dark room, I wonder what is happening. Leather. About 1120 pounds she had smallish breast curved hips and the most sensual thighs a guy could imagine. She was 24 at the time. The fantasy cute young wife. I loved her more than anything else in life. I was just starting out in my career and worked long hours usually getting home about 9:00 - 10:00 in the evenings. But on the weekend we had fun playing in the city. I remember it was April 12. I was tired and sort of burned out having had no vacation in over a year. So at 4:300 I left work early.