He may have a desire to be useful and to be of service, but it does not drive his submission. His submission is driven by a desire to be humiliated an... to be used (different then useful).A beta male does not deserve to have relationships with women in which normal sexual activities take place. Nor does he desire it. In fact, if a beta male ends up in that type of relationship he often subconsciously sabotages the relationship because he feels it is too good for him. Most beta males do not have. Part of her online experiment was to get away from the kind of lurid behavior that easily hooked men, in bars or anywhere else. In a pinch, however, she knew how to get a guy's attention. It began by lifting her glass off the table, leaning back in the seat and parting her knees as she sipped.Had she not been so intent on the man in tan, Robin might have been surprised at how many eyes her movements attracted. The object of her performance was not at all bashful. He watched her casually yet. I am damn scared. What about you? Do you have a girlfriend?Me: No, mom. I never thought about a GF.Mom: Don’t lie.Me: True, mom, the only girl close to me is you.Mom: I am not a girl.Me: Mom you look like you are in your 20’s.Mom started blushing and started laughing.Me: True, mom. You are the only woman I dream about.I came close to kiss her. She closed her eyes. Breathing heavily, I kissed her on her lips. She slowly opened her lips. We kissed for 10 minutes and then we broke our kiss.Me:. “Come on in Rachel, its ok. Close the door in case someone else comes home. Come here.” Rachel walked slowly toward us. Standing in front of me Kelly reached for Rachel’s hand, grabbing it and pulling Rachel toward her. Kelly softly grabbed Rachel around the waist and looked into her eyes. Rachel dropped her towel, grabbed Kelly’s face, and cautiously kissed her. Kelly returned the kiss, moving her hands around to the small of Rachel’s back. I slowly stood up off of the bed and moved.