Getting married. Having kids. Getting further in her career. Yet those words that Connor had uttered to her ten years ago in her bedroom continued to ...aunt her psyche. Even though she loved her husband, Derek, with all her heart, they lacked that simmering, explosive sexual chemistry that she had experienced with Connor. She tried to get Derek to use her the way she craved; she longed to feel his strong hand wrapped around her vulnerable neck while he rode her face all night, but Derek didn’t. "I'm sorry!" he said."It's my fault," she said. "I'm such a fool. I was lying there feeling sorry about being dead and then you showed up and I thought about what my mother always said about second chances, so I came here and...God, I'm so silly. I'll just go."He caught her hand. It was cold and his skin crawled, but he didn't let go. "I'm really sorry," he said. "You don't have to go." Wait, he thought, she doesn't?“You don’t have to be nice. I mean, look at me." And she tried to cry again.. Mari Maa bhot sunder hai rang fair gole gole nipple or thodi se gand moti hai. Mari maa boutique chalti hai jo ke ghar ka ander hai ak din mummy jaldi sa boutique ka la jaa rahi thi ke achnak mummy ka par slip kar gaya or mummy gir padi jis mummy ko sar pa or tango pa or mummy ka hath mud gaya ma jaldi sa karma sa bahr nikla or mummy ko ko jaldi sa doctor ka paas la gaya doctor na ointment likh ka da de or head par dressing kar dee ma mummy ko ghar la aya or mummy ko roome ma lat kar apna karma. As he made his way to the bar he received more compliments and kisses of welcome on the cheek. There were even a few gentle caresses of his silk covered bottom from unseen hands as he moved through the throng of costumed party goers. The bar was jammed so he found an unoccupied table and took a seat, a waitress appeared and took his drink order. Guy was so absorbed with watching the crowd that he did not see the tall dark figure approach his table. "May I join you, Princess?" a soft voice.