He would come and stand behind me and keeps squeezing my boobs while I am trying to concentrate in my studies. After eating, again I manage to get an ...our of studies before he drags me out to bed. There will be more kissing and sucking the boobs and the grand finale is when he fucks me in my ass. I have to be in the knee elbow position for him to come behind me and fuck me hard. It always hurts. The enjoyment I would have experienced in the early days was not there anymore and I invariable end. ...don'tyou?" I don't.....I just want to.....I don't know anymore....."Conrad flexed his grip. "You don't know anymore, what?" I don't know anymore, master," sobbed Adam."Shhhhhhh. Relax. This is good. I'm right here with you and I'm notgoing anywhere. You're so beautiful, Ashley. I'm turning you into abeautiful princess. I think it's time you come to bed with me."He continued holding the sobbing Adam and they walked slowly into thebedroom. Conrad shut the door behind them and he. Almost overnight I feel — quite comfortably — that its totally fine for me to want things. And absolutly to be expected that I should get what I want. Speaking of things I want, Hayden (god his name is so fucking stupid I hate to even write it) finally came back to work today after being gone for three days. I dont flatter myself that it was the pain of my rejection keeping him away, Im sure it was just the awkwardness. I have a feeling that if he wasnt so new, and this place wasnt such a. "Well, we haven't talked to Mark about it yet or, for that matter, cleared it with you, Toby, but there's a meeting at Catterick in a month's time." Go for it," said Mark and Toby in unison.Victoria beamed."Great!" said Anthony. "Party! Frances, darling, get your head together with Elspeth and gather up some influential people." What? Lots of lords and ladies?" No, of course not, you old silly. Lots of young and people with teen-aged daughters." Oh!" said Frances round-eyed.There was a round of.