Instead, conserving a bit of boyish element to my appearance (a flat chest for example) would make the humiliation more significant. Being the proper ...ourgeois boy who is dressing up as a sissy and begging superior blacks to take control is indeed very hot, maybe hotter than just being a regular girl acting like a whore. The corset and choker were already steps toward some kind of total submission, but adding a latex hood was a new fetish I wanted to explore.The latex hood dehumanizes the. That was also the war that took my daddy away from mommy and me. We lived in a nice neighborhood, where we had the nicest house, mommy always made sure everything was perfect. I skipped that last block, my light dress flowing high around me, anxious to get home, it had been a long afternoon in the second grade. "Mommy, I'm home," I shouted. "No need to shout, I'm right here." She scolded me, she didn't like yelling in the house. She looked her perfect self, knee length dress, back seems. She wonders why she gets so damn depressed, well that's why! She should try to live in the present, damn it. What good does it do for anyone to worry about the past?" It's my fault, I got her talking about growing up, and she was telling me about her childhood. Her mother came up in our conversation." No matter. If it hadn't been that, it would have been something else. It always is with her." I don't know why she even loves you when you are so mean to her." That just kind of slipped out. I was. Yeah I know: you wouldn't think that a virgin would have a piercing, let alone two. That the second one is in my tongue doesn't make it easier to turn down boys. For some reason it is a sign of sluttery or something. I do like the rebel feeling of it, reason for getting one at fifteen at the height of puberty. It's better than getting pregnant isn't it?"Ready Miss?" I heard from behind me. "I'm Mike and we'll be flying together." My dreamy pilot had finished his checks. I had seen him do a.