Jack smiled as he replied, “For now but wait until the party starts.” “You girls go change into something sexy as we have to go get some supplie... for the weekend,” he added winking to us both.Jack left us to get dressed. Janet asked me if I knew what was going on as we unpacked. I told her I had no idea what his plans were then she asked me what I was going to wear. I told her I believe this yellow tank top with a pair of tight black shorts will work. Janet picked out her red and white striped. He didn’t want to hurt her feelings, so he tried to find the right thing to say. ‘Martha, you look like a million bucks.’ Smiling at her husband, she said, ‘You’ve never seen a million bucks.’ Roy couldn’t help it. He had to say it. ‘That’s right Martha, you look like something I’ve never seen.’ They both laughed, and then left for the party. The next day Roy went for a walk in the park. He was glad he agreed to take Martha to the party. They both had a great time. Laughing when Martha won a. But then Dad needed to use that hand to open and close the front door. We both more or less stopped laughing at the same time. Maybe it was the loss of contact. Maybe it was the chilly outside air. Whatever the reason, the laughter fell away from me and left me feeling empty again.Is this what they mean when they talk about teenagers having mood swings? Because it sucks. Is it normal? Is what I’m feeling normal?If this isn’t normal – if this is me being special and different – then that sucks. Roj ki tarah mai nanga hi naha rha tha. Bathroom is trah bana hai ke agr koi chhat par khada ho to upar se andar dikhega. But waha jada koi jata nahi hai. Sirf kapde sukhane ke liye taar lagi hui hai. Us din shayd bhabhi ne kapde daal rkhe the. Wo use utarne gayi hui thi air maine dhyan nahi diya. Maine jan lund par saabun lagaya to wo khada hone laga tha aur isi beech mera muth marne ka man kiya aur mai shuru ho gayaa. Shayd ye sab bhabhi dekh rhi thi. Maine dhyan nahi diya. Maine muth mari.