Well perhaps I was.I was twelve and for the first time I had some shape, not much and I was well behind most of my class but when you've been so scraw...y anything was welcome. My days and nights were filled with thoughts of boys and sex, pretty normal for a young girl whose body was surging with hormones. It was only shortly after that I experience my first taste of sex that may have shaped out my future."Grab 'er," some boy shouted and I was grabbed from behind.I had been walking home across. "I didn't like it." "Shit," he said. "You're a lying bitch. I can see it in your eyes." He elbowed her in the ribs. "Now tell me the truth. I bet you got a little pleasure out of it. All those swinging cocks!" "Please," Erica tried again. "Just let me out." His face grew ugly."What did you do?" he asked. "Did you lead them on until they couldn't stand it any more."I'm their teacher!" Erica said defiantly. "They just wanted to hurt me." "I know what you are," he said bitterly. "Don't you think. “Yes mother?” she prompted.“Well, I thought that you had enjoyed sex with him as well?” he mother asked.“Yes, mam.”“So I thought perhaps we could say ‘Thank you’ to him?” the older woman said with a pleading voice.“What do you mean?”“I mean ... together.”“I don’t understand; what are you saying, mother?”“A ... a threesome,” her mother finally managed to gabble.Nicola wondered for a moment, but the idea didn’t seem too outré. “Would he want that?” she asked.“I think so, my babby.”And so they had. And no dicking around! I mean it!’ He looked at us, but his gaze lingered on me and Liv longer than anyone else. Liv smiled at him, ‘Come on, coach. Do you honestly think we’d do anything?’ His face told us otherwise. She smiled and grabbed my hand, leading me into the lobby, everyone following suit. Dinner that night was good, an all-you-can-eat buffet for no cost. Liv sat with me, Nate, and Cody, all of us joking and laughing, forgetting that we didn’t want to be here. Liv was playing.