She had to concede, however, that Toscano had become the architectural profession’s first sex symbol. ‘I know,’ she responded, ‘you only have ...o read Playboy, Salon.com, or even Rolling Stone and you’ll know that much. But American Architect and Designer is a professional journal. Surely you don’t think I would fawn over Toscano like a besotted groupie.’ Dr. Chesney leaned forward to the desk again. ‘I certainly want to believe you have the strength to resist the enticements a man like Toscano. What was changing for me were the things that first popped into my mind as the sleepy haze faded. The last thought that had to be on my mind before I awoke. For me it has always been a beautiful naked blonde girl sometimes someone I knew or a stranger I didn’t.... but these days it wasn’t a person per say it was a body part that was the center of my attention. At first I thought it was my hard cock that filled my thoughts so early in the morning & it was only happening once or twice a week so. " It was at my knee level so it wasn't toodifficult. "Now face this way and get on your hands and knees with yourhead here."I complied and found as did so my wrists and ankles were strapped intocuffs attached to the table. My neck was strapped as well and hooks wereplaced into my nostrils the effect was my head held so I had to look atthe line of women standing in front of me. I was on my hands and kneeshelp to a frame that prevented me from moving.I could feel a hand run up my right thigh,. Look, let's eat. The food isgetting cold, and you need some nourishment to get through today.You've got to go through the tapes again and then we're going outlater. Now SIT your cute butt down in that chair and I'll serve, okay?"He let me go then, and backed off to get the plates and food. I wentover and sat down where he had indicated I should, grabbing a napkin ortwo to dry my tears and blow my nose. Strangely, I felt better aboutthings after that crying session. I felt cleansed and at ease.