But if you make up your mind you can become mother. I asked how. He said, you have to get pregnant to another man. I felt irritated to here and he gue...sed that with my face. He then said sucheeta when these people are acting smart even after knowing its their fault its really frustrating to me when they are cheating you there is no point to think wrong becoming pregnant to another person. I said, how can it be possible? He said i can’t say that. I said they already know that he can’t make me. "What had led me to say this? I do not know but I know I said it. Iremember then noticing that Annette was reading a book by RuPaul andgetting that sinking feeling in my stomach. I knew I was in trouble.Was it because of the book she was reading or the mischievous look on herface?Then she showed me what I did not want to read:"But I think everyone - just once in their lives - should wear a dress,work a wig, and slip on some pumps!"I knew what this meant but I tried desperately to think of a. That same afternoon, Marisa started making love with me and since then we've done it a few times. Now come back, definitely! But out of all these times, she has remained a virgin. Marisa will not find a boy-child of thirteen years, but a man much changed, of course a crossdressing bisexual lover in secret and away from the small country town and its hypocritical people, but she does not know.On this morning, Jan. 27, comes my sister Marisa. I have not slept all night, I'm nervous, I do not. Only nasty motherfuckers make other people touch their condoms. You are trash.You toss a ball on a field. You are no fucking god with divine sperm. By the way I’m not usually an evil bitch but when lunch comes around I plan to tell your cunt girlfriend I fucked you and I pity her if she has to do it to. Then we can catfight or shake hands. We both know you are a cocky bent dick nasty motherfucker.’ He raised his hand to slap me. I was ready.‘I said do it motherfucker. You might as well after.