“Don’t worry, I got my friend in the governor’s office to okay it. You won’t have any official duties really. But you will have a mission as I...mentioned. I need you to keep an eye on my wife’s ex-fiancée in Winslow, spy on him. To do that, you will need to tour the block at appropriate times, with a professional guard partner of course, and let me know what you see. What I really would appreciate would be to find out how we might be of help to him. There has to be some way,” said. I have no problem with the gender thing. It'sthe sexuality I can't seem to master. I'm not real keen on guys." At least you're being honest." Well, speaking of honest, I think I'm going to stop taking the blockers.I'm worried in the back of my mind that I will wait until it's too lateand I'll be impotent forever. I'm not sure I'm ready for that. Accordingto the doctor, I am at the end of the dabbling part and if I continue totake them, it will be permanent. So, I think I'm going to stop." Okay,. You have made your feelings known. Now is there a threat that goes with that?”“Yeah, it’s better to happen now than later, so I brought you a video to watch tonight. I was seventeen when this was made. If you are going to have a problem. lets get it out now.” he said.“Do you want me to watch this?” I asked.“Not right now necessarily, but before you and the family enter into anything like a partnership,” Earl said.“This is awfully mysterious,” I said.“Just watch it. You’ll get it from the. " We laughed as she led meto her front room. I looked around at the small dingy place she calledhome and hoped that I wasn't going to upset her. As we sat I took her handand turned to face her. "Emma there is something I need to tell you." Shepulled her hand away in horror as she stared at me tears forming in hereyes. "No, no don't cry please, Emma will you move in with me?" And thatwas it I had blurted it out, and was waiting for an answer, it seemed likehours passed before she began to smile.