"At least tell me he asked you out again."Ramona tried to smile uncertainly. "He did ask if he could call on me again." Oooooo that's so continental a...d romantic." gushed Renee. "And THIS time those kids are coming to my house, or you're going out with him or something. Maybe you could suggest that you eat at HIS house. There have just GOT to be at least ten or fifteen beds in that place!"Ramona didn't have to try to blush. It was easy. Renee was so blatant about her innuendo."Renee!" she. I been wanting this to happen for a long time. I guess I always thought it would only be a fantasy, but believe me for the last time. It was amazing. You are amazing, Uncle Mike." OK, good. I feel the same way. But you have to also remember this has to be our secret. No telling your friends or posting on Facebook or whatever sites you use now." Yeah, yeah," she said. She sat up and said she was going downstairs for a drink and her cigarettes and asked me if I wanted something."I'll just have. I was already patient. I once lay in a hide for three days, waiting for a particular bomb maker to arrive at a building we knew he used. So the sitting and thinking part was already there.The problem was that all I could think about were the people, including kids, who were the inevitable side effect of combat operations. I grieved for them all, but the ones who I caused were the ones who haunted me. I couldn’t get away from the torment of guilt, no matter what Mother Superior Mary tried to do. You slow your rhythm and you warn me, "Don't you dare cum until I tell you to, baby. Do I make myself clear?"Oh fuck this man drives me insane, I feel as though I can't contain the pleasure any longer, if I don't release soon, I will implode. I remind myself, he knows me, and he knows my wants, my desires, my weaknesses, my limits. In that moment I relinquish my trust to him completely. "Yes Sir, I understand" I whimper. "That's a good girl, now just feel baby" he says with that low sexy voice.