I ended up finishing second with my best time for the season.The relay runners ended the meet with a great performance, just fractions of a second off...the state record time. The coach celebrated their victory and put laurels on them. Nobody gave a shit that I had stepped up to help.I tell you all of this not to depress you, but to illustrate that I just don't do teams. I've gone thirty years since then without ever joining a team. I would probably have been able to live out my life without. ”Pause.Pause.As the pause continued, I realized that maybe I was jumping the gun.“If Lucy makes you do something sexual, would you tell me what your choices are?”“Some of them, yes.”“If Lucy makes you do something sexual, one choice is to do it.”Nod.“What are some other choices?”“I can talk about it with her.”“That’s not really a choice, is it?”Pause. I pushed on.“If you talk to her about it, you’ll reveal to the world what you are. What you think about. You’ll reveal your deviance. You’ll be. I am not alone in that, you know.’ She sipped more wine then placed her glass on a low table and stood, slipped her robe off completely and moved close to me. She stroked the dildo poking from her groin. I watched, spellbound as she seemed almost to find genuine pleasure in the mock masturbation. I sipped champagne as she stroked the phallus and she closed her eyes and swayed sinuously. I could not help but be aroused. It seemed that the entire evening was one of hedonistic pleasure. Her eyes. The first born male should carry yours." He agreed and told hisdaughter of his wishes. My mother's name was Nicole.I checked into The BTG welcome center. They looked at my personal gearand almost fainted. I left the punt gun home. They allowed all it. Theyall grinned as they gave me my welcome packet. I knew then that I was infpr a big surprise.I went to my room and opened the packet. In it was two vials and someprinted instructions. The instructions said to bathe all over. Please bethorough..