.”Listen meena..! We all have a life and its meant for us to be happy and cheerful. So I have decided to change what you are going through”. Meena...didn’t know what she was up to, but being an old friend she readily agreed as she too was eager to spice up her life. On the way to home, Kamini started to as meena some questions like how many male and female colleagues she had in her office to which Meena replied none. She asked meena if whether her hubby had any problems with meena having any male. I had not been invited although we'dtalked about it. The reason for the non-invite was the event we were atcurrently. Tam was another person I was missing, but that wasn't so badbecause I knew we'd be together soon. Michelle I wasn't so sure about.We'd had this weird kind of ultra-baffling phone conversation and Icouldn't get much out of her. Inside I had this dread she was goneforever. She'd told me she was definitely coming back for our senioryear at Delacroix. But it hadn't reassured. After drinking all night and coming to the realization that I would give up many of the things that I have simply to fall hard for a woman, it would be really nice to just fall down and pass out. I get the sneaking feeling that it’s not going to happen. My hands still smell like vomit and as I rub my face, washing it with dry skin, the stench of them makes me want to rinse them in bile again. I don’t, because I’m not that drunk, anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I put myself in positions that. ” I responded, “That’s, good Tina. Don’t you think for one minute of going back? But what about…” “Ah, we’ve also talked about that too,” Jess cut in. “Well, what did you say?” “Tina told me the only sexual satisfaction she ever got was from masturbating secretly. Richard never once gave Tina a proper orgasm, not even when they first met. Selfish bastard. I still can’t comprehend how frustrated Tina has been all these years.” “What a prick!” I interjected. “Point is Tina was shocked by how.