A cigarette, then try and get hard again.“Mind if I smoke?”“No.”“Do you want one?” John fumbled in his coat pocket.“No, I had one before...you came in.” She handed him a heavy glass ashtray.John perched on the edge of the bed smoking while she was sat upright next to him texting someone. Once she had sent the message she put the countdown back on screen. Thirty six minutes to go. He stubbed out the cigarette and turned to her. Begrudgingly she put the phone down on the bedside cabinet. John. I hooked up with him from a post i made seeking tops into watersports. He and I hooked up 5 or 6 times after before he started hinting at wanting something more. It was a very romantic relationship and we shared many similar interests. I moves in with him and he even told me he loved me. I was almost ready to say it back to him until something happened this past friday night. Fridays Barry and I always go our separate ways. He hangs out with an older crowd, I like to go to bars and have fun. I. .Reema: “tum kuch bhi kar lo… na me kamjor padungi or na hi thakne wali hu..”Yeh sun kar mene use kiss kar liya..French kiss..Me: soch lo phir se… jyada dard aap ko hi hoga…(me sex k liye bol raha tha or wo bhi samajh gayi thi)Reema: (lips kiss karte hue or naughty voice me) me kamjor nahi hoon… khud hi check kar lo..Me: chalo ek shart lagata hain.. Agar me pehle cheekha ya mera muth nikla to aap jo bologe wo karunga.. Agar aapko pehle nikal aaya ya aap pehle cheekhe to me jab bhi bolu aap ko. Celia opened the door and dragged me in before anyone saw me. The house she was babysitting in was only 4 doors down from her own house and she didn’t want her sister seeing me as she had a crush on Celia’s boyfriend and would tell on her given half the chance. I got in and made myself comfortable and while Celia was up stairs sorting the k**s out I got myself a can of pop and turned on the tv. I was probably at that stage still naive as I was not expecting anything but Celia had other ideas. I.