I told Marsha about my son’s erection before and during the bath. “But mentally, I don’t think he’ll ever be there.”“Wish there was someth...ng we could do to fix all this. CLS sucks.”It got me thinking about Michael and sexuality and what he might be feeling. Was he like other boys his age? Thinking sexual thoughts? Frustrated by not finding release? Michael’s coordination wasn’t great that summer, at least most of the time, and I doubted he could even masturbate if he wanted to. I was around. “Hey, baby, nice to see you. Looking good in your summer dress. Hot day?” he asked.“Yes, muggy. A storm is about to roll in. Can you hear it in the distance?”“Hmm, steamy day. I like it,” he said, smacking his lips.“I could blow off some steam with you babe. You look hot in that dress. What are you wearing underneath it?” he asked. Jessica put her hands under her skirt and in one fluid motion took off her panties. “Nothing,” she said coyly, throwing them to the side.“Hmm, I like that answer,”. “Okay hand me my roses and be careful, Cully.”“Is that everything?”“Yep ‘er do, got my purse. C’mon, get it fired up, take me home, don’t spare the horses and, don’t look left as you go out.”I ran around the car, got in and, didn’t look left as I went thru. I cheated a bit with my peripherals, but, couldn’t see a thing.“He’s a bit sad, Cully. It was hard to leave him alone like that.”“You should have had Tommy caravan over with us. It’d be okay.”“No, now that wouldn’t be right. I told him I’d. " I dunno. Do you like her?" Hailey asked, leaning forward to look. "She's kinda cute, I guess." She's more than cute."She was. She had soft peaches and cream skin. Her hair was long, black, and tied back into a pony tail. A few unruly strands fell down her face. Her eyes were wide and dark."Her nose is too big," Hailey said. "Totally not my type. She's fine for you, though, I guess."She leaned back and resumed her empty upward gaze."What? 'Fine for me.' Seriously? What the fuck is that.