I’m not in bad shape but I’m nothing like this guy. Ella gave me a look that pretty much asked if I was ok. “You know you have nothing to worry ...bout don’t you? I have always said to you that it doesn’t matter where you get your appetite so long as you come home to eat.” “Yeah I’m fine. Just feeling a bit underdone.” She laughed again. “Your plenty for me hon. besides this one would be way too much for me. Have a look at this.” She scrolled down a bit further and brought up a photo of Mike in. And i did want her, i wanted so much more of her.She lowered her head more and held me in her arms, not like a man does, she held my bottom like one holds a fractious c***d. Cupped in her elbows, pulling me toward her, so she could press her lips deeper into me. I writhed and slid my fingers into her long silky hair. I panted and groaned, and tried to push her away, but i didn't want to. I wanted more of this. I closed my eyes and felt my orgasm sliding over me. I wanted her, i wanted so much. I suppose everyone has to have some form of sex life,though, even primary school teachers. It was just me that seemed to begoing without one at present - or so it felt. My gaze turned to Ashleyonce more, and her hair and make-up. That lipstick definitely looked alittle smudged compared with when she?d shown me earlier."All go okay with Mr Lawson?s sons?" I asked innocently."Oh - yeah," Ashley replied, and I could see a little blush creep intoher cheeks, fighting its way through her thick coat. "There." I was ashamed of myself. Gary had, after all,been a perfect gentleman, with the exception, of course, of thehand on my ass thing. Once again, I let my unfounded worriesinterfere with my trust in Gary. This time he was getting tiredof being accused of stirring the muddied waters. All his jokesand playfulness had been meant to calm me. And it had done justthat. He had been wonderful and I was fucking it all up again.Not to mention, anything sexual that had happened between us hadall been.