He smiled when he knew I felt hot as he slowly pulled me close. I found myself kissing his hand, letting my lips feel the calluses of his fingers that...spent much of his life pressed on the G-strings of an instrument that resembled the figure of a woman in her prime. Remembering the many fantasies I worked in my mind should my first musical crush ever stood in front of me, I lost control, hugged him and pressed my lips against his. The pounce almost caught the violist off guard when he nearly. I met her parents, I met her older brother and his wife, and I met her younger sister and her husband. I had her introduce me as her boyfriend. I took pictures of her with everyone and I had others take pictures of us together with her relatives.When her mother asked us to spend the night with them I said yes on one condition, that we be allowed to sleep in the same bed. Her mother laughed and told me that they were not prudes and that she understood that young lovers needed to be together.Just. ” The words possessed her before fear could do so. She bent to the tub and scooped beneath a surface of extravagant bubbles. Warm and inviting like a real bath-night. “All alone and secret in your room. You can’t wait for that water to envelope your naked body. So strip. Slowly.” Clarissa’s hands crept up her bosom and crossed to pluck the straps of her dress away from her shoulders. “That’s right, tease them. Hold the moment. Now, pull it right down.” She tugged the clinging fabric to her. Casual stuff, steel works, worked in a motorbike shop for a bit. But I had no training for anything. I was in and out of college trying to get some qualifications but I never seemed to be able to finish a course, Then I got married... poor Tracey... well she married me... I was good looking then and available. But that was a mess and we split up. Then..." he paused, choosing his words"Then Elizabeth found me. She made me what I am now." He was staring at nothing. "I loved her for eighteen happy.