You'll have to take my word for it." Aw shit, Mom, that's not fair. I know I'm drunk, but you're taking advantage of the situation! You're looking at ...e, and talking to me to get me aroused, but you won't let me look at you." Do you really want to look at me, Alex? Do you really want to see my tits?" Oh Yeah Mom! I'd love to see your tits. I think about them all the time!" Do you really? And when do you think about my tits, Alex? When you masturbate?" Aw Mom, c'mon...stop it." Now I was really. My mouth and neck were killing me, but I saw little response if any."What's the matter, Frank? Are you a little nervous?" No, its not you, Melissa. You could give a dead man an erection. It's just that I had some problem with my prostate last year, and this is the result." Can't you get hard at all?" Usually only by myself, after a lot of effort. And even then, I wind up shooting blanks." Blanks?" When I do have an orgasm, there's no ejaculation; nothing comes out." Well, I guess that means. "They'll fight you. You're going to have to adopt guerilla warfare tactics with little acts of kindness. You'll have to come in, do something nice and then leave before they have a chance to react," John said.The coffee pot gurgled one last time. John poured two cups of coffee. He added a little cream to hers.Vicki asked, "Do you mean that I should do things like clean their rooms while they are away?" No!" John exclaimed. "Never ever enter their rooms!" Why not?" Vicki asked taken aback by the. Of course I fell asleep, again.When I woke up again, the early morning sunlight was streaming through the windows, highlighting and illuminating a golden halo around Kelly.She was sitting cross legged on the bed, with her robe around her shoulders, casting a shadow across my face. She was just looking at me.When she saw that I was awake, she said, quietly, "Thank you. This is the first morning I've woken up since Daniel died, without pain. This is the first time, I've woken actually looking.