Paul would be shocked but he doesn't have to know."I lay there in his arms and after a second I was shocked to hear my own voice say,"Pop... are you g...ing to fuck my girls too?" Do you want me to?" Yes,... is that awful? It's just that you bring me such pleasure... I want Peggy and Polly to feel what I have felt... " Then I will... they both have hinted that they were open to that. After I told them some of the stories I shared with you about their grand mother and I." When will you do it?" Any. She hasn't said that yet but I meanwe're going to be living together, why would we keep it a secret anymore?I never argued when she said she wanted to hire movers. Giving me asuitcase, she told me to fill it with all the clothes I'll need for acouple weeks, everything else would go to storage. The easiest move of mylife. Believing implicitly in Sara's judgement has been the best thing I'veever done. I feel so free! My life was such a mess and she'sstraightening the whole thing out. No more. Wicked, you know? I liked him a lot, and he was someone who I truly felt I could call a friend, but all the time, it was burning in my mind... That when he really learned everything about me, he'd go screaming to the hills again. Finally, I agreed to go out on a date with him. And it was a lovely date, and we both had a really nice time. I couldn't take it any more. I had to tell him. I had to let him know what was on my mind. I told him that I was into some stuff he might not approve of, and. She feels confused by having to change class rooms for every lesson. Almost always with new class mates there. No-one helps her. No-one sees her helplessness and loneliness. Lost for love and a helping hand, Alessandra freaks out at her new school, after attending it for only about a month. She stays at home, is seen by some psychologists. They test her for all kind of abilities and obvious problems. Soon they reach their verdict: . No more school and daily a double dose of anti-depressiva..