"What's so urgent?" I asked her.Ana took my hand and led me to our bedroom. "I'm in charge now" she said "You just shut up and do as you are told; rig...t?" She commanded.She made me strip my clothes off and put a blindfold over my eyes.Then she guided me until I sat on a chair at the corner. She restrained my hands to my back with a nylon hose; told me not to move and left the room. I heard the shower running and some minutes later she came back. She got close to me: I could feel she was naked.I. If I pulled Nine of spades, queen of spades, eight of diamonds, six of clubs, ace of spades, queen of diamonds, king of clubs, knave of hearts, six of spades, or nine of hearts I would be allowed to masturbate to orgasm, and then be locked up and sent home.The first week I pulled a four of clubs, and got a painful sand-paper teasing. It didn’t help that MM flashed her boobs a lot, and did the whole teasing while wearing a blue silk slip?I was horny and in acute pain?sent home that way, and out. This also meant I had something else to do at home. The same teacher also taught me to type on a laptop with a rod attached to a ring around my head so I could communicate. As it was a special school they also taught me to sit unaided and to bounce around which meant I could play better with the other kids. It also meant that as I got older and my chest started to develop I could get around another way. By the time I was 13 my chest was too big to roll around without being tender and getting in. But I couldn't go back to her. I couldn't live with her any more. If I had any doubts before, then I had none at that moment, and I told her so.She took it well; asked me if perhaps sometime in the future we could get together again, when time had maybe healed the wounds.I said I didn't know, that maybe it was possible, but that it would probably take a lifetime for that to happen.I took her in my arms and held her one last time, kissed her lightly on the lips and cuddled her up tightly.Then I.