I could feel it through his jeans when he rubbed up against me. You couldn't see him for dust, though, when he realized what was happening. Typical! '...very man for himself.' What about looking after your woman? Knight in shining armour? Ha, bloody ha!Maybe I shouldn't have mixed E with alcohol. They say it sends you on a horror trip. Perhaps they're right. But it can't get any worse than the mess I'm already in.Ouch, my head! Everything's going around in circles. It's probably best if I stop. Of course he was not completely his own master and had to accept the guidance of the Worm. His position was a perfect platform for them to place officers who were connected to this organization in leading positions all over this huge fleet.His scheme had almost been discovered by a Cadet almost right at the beginning. A Cadet excelling in almost every field was sent to him, by the Immortal Admiral Mc Elligott. Yet that cadet was too nosy for his own good and could not be persuaded no matter. We knew that this could never leak out and nor could it last forever. But whilst it did we both cherished it more each time. It was so special. Someday we would find our soul mates and have our own families but that was becoming a nigh impossibility as time went by! Furthermore, if we actually shared a flat next year would we ever look for other prospective partners? Right now the concept was simply unthinkable.. After quietly dreaming on in each others arms and softly caressing the other I. But that was playing ‘What if?’, a game I felt always resulted in a loss.It was a good five minutes before she spoke.“I don’t know,” she repeated. “Part of me just wants to cuddle like this; part of me wants to ‘adult’, then sleep in your arms; and part of me wants you to fuck my brains out all night and in every possible way.”“It really is up to you, but we’ve never, ever even come close to anything like the third option.”“I know,” she said quietly. “John liked to fuck; you like to ‘adult’..