I actually play that game of waiting till I heard them, by asking Ben to toss a coin and tell me heads or tails before he left. If he called tails, I ...ould wait till I heard the door. I think he sussed out what I was doing, of course, if he really wanted them to catch me, he could have bound me so I couldn’t get free. Ben Part 3 (Autumn 2011 on)Last time I talked about Ben he was moving on from his old tricks increasing the pressure on me to expose myself fully to my boys and putting me in. She then proceeded to tell me what we were going to be doing as my parents were not going to be back for another six hours, and my sister for three days, she was going to dress me up as a girl, her exact words were “You’re going to look cute with tits and in a skirt” She then grabbed my boxers and put them on then my jeans and t shirt, she looked weird but still hot, she then told me to stand up and she handed me her panties to put on, then Jenny’s tights, I had no idea how to put them on, I. ’ The intensity of the situation causes us both to stop and to reflect for just a moment. Everything is pouring out of me. Every feeling I’ve had, every frustration and all my pent up lost love. I want him so much, but I want him my way. Our way. I never want to compromise for or with Peter again. ‘Peter, I won’t accept your guilt just as I would not accept your wandering mind. Now is the time to be a man. Now is the time to be my man.’ Turning to him, I stare straight into his eyes. ‘Promise. ”Ruth was crying, tears streaming down her face. Janice reached over and took Ruth's hand to comfort her. “Bastard" Janice shouted at him, “you cannot do that to her“I can and I am” said Wayne “you two really do not know what I am like!”Ruth cried “I have no choice.”“Sensible” said Wayne smiling. “Stand up!” he ordered Ruth.She stood up slowly and uncertainty .“Undress" he ordered. “But" Ruth indicated to Janice. “She is going to watch" gloated Wayne.“No I am going and I do not want anything to.