Savoring it I said, "I know, it is all in my head. All I have to do is draw it out, but for some reason, I have had a little trouble this year."A few...moments of silence followed as we ate our apple crisp, then she said, "I think your trouble this year is that you have been too intent. You have to relax and let things happen." No, just letting things happen has caused me to fall behind. Of course, being sick for a week didn't help either," I said"Are you caught up now?" she asked."Almost, I. “Look, teeth mark, teeth mark.” I showed her the tiny grooves she had made. “You need to be more careful, but otherwise you did a great job.”“Thanks, off you go with your new toy, Anna. I am going to help Mom with lunch.”I lay down on my bed and quickly got naked and then pulled my legs up a little and spread them as wide as I could. I knew I was already wet. I don’t know if it was because of me sucking the cucumber or watching my little sister doing it, but I didn’t care. Finally, my pussy. I don't wantto put on a mask so that people believe I'm a woman. I want to be a woman24/7.I don't want to grow old and frail without realizing who I was as aperson. That would truly be sad. It is one thing not to reach one'spotential in life, to not reach goals set. It's a whole differentballgame not to be you! Believe it or not what you see is not me! Imight be able to fool most people that this is me but deep down this isnot me and I desperately want to be me! One last point. I. [shetold me this later.]Her mother had to go out next day to other district so this day jaz came early morning to my home; we had break fast and dad left for duty. We studied for some time and I slept off. I had an erection during sleep and she noticed it, she came very near me and she held it and quickly left. I was awaked by this. Then she said rohit I want to kiss you. I was shocked but excited. We moved forward and kissed. His was our first kiss.Her lower lip inside my lips and I was.