-- "You can also have as many copies of yourself involved as you want. If there's a large project that you'd enjoy doing so you don't want to delegate...it to the house, but it needs to be done quickly, then ask the house to create a dozen Vanessas for you. You might only be able to manage links to two or three of them at a time, but in some existential sense you might think it's better to have the Vanessas enjoy themselves on a big job than have the house do it instantly, even if the Vanessas. I wanted to shoot myself and get it over with, but she insisted me that I should live life best I could, not commit suicide."You should go home and rest, and think: what have you always wanted to do?" So I went home and thought. The one thing I wanted to do was marry before I died. But what girl wanted to get hitched without knowing me? Who?Then I found her. Sarah Billmans. She saw an ad I put in the newspaper and contacted me. She said how sorry she was and said she'd marry me on one. I was directed to this office."You would have thought I pulled out some sort of pocket nuke from how fast everyone moved away. The one with the gun on me did not look happy to see the badge as he let his gun hang of the attached lanyard."Sorry sir for the misunderstanding. Not even the president has access to this staging area. Feel free to continue your business," he told me. "If I or my team can be of any assistance, please let me know."Wow he actually sounded sincere! What the hell have I. My dad left my room and went downstairs to help my mom and I went back to my mirror to put my make up on and get my wig ready, once I got my make up on and wig on, I put the fishnet stockings on and then put my black flat shoes on and left my room even though my mom was still home but I didn’t care. I got to the top of the stairs to go down them when I saw my front door open with my mom walking out of the door and my dad standing at the door to close it behind her which he did and I came down.