."But Kathryn stopped me by putting a finger on my mouth."Wait, Paul, there is one more thing that I want you to do. Perhaps the most important thing ...f all."Kathryn reached behind her neck, unclasped her necklace and gave it to me. It was a gold chain holding an oval-shaped locket, also gold."This is yours. Open it."I opened the locket. Inside was a head-shot of Kathryn, looking glamorous and beautiful, with a knowing smile on her face."I want you to wear this at all times, except when. ‘Hi.’ ‘Hi, enjoying yourself?’ ‘Yes, it’s so satisfying to see one of my ladies getting on and enjoying their lives.’ ‘I didn’t catch your name?’ ‘Tracy. Tracy Ross.’ Putting out his hand to shake, John said, ‘Hello Tracy, I’m John.’ ‘Yes I know, Katrina has mentioned you in our talks.’ Shaking his hand she smiled back. Rising up an eyebrow he straightened, ‘Something nice I hope.’ ‘Oh yes, all good.’ and the twinkle in her eye ignited an interest in John that he felt tingle down his spine and. After a quick handshake and backslap of welcome, we joined the rest of the men in unloading the boot of the coach and carrying the luggage inside. Carla, after a quick discussion with Anna, ushered the Kennedys and Tom’s father inside to show them their rooms. Beth took the children and babies upstairs to begin sorting out the luggage and let the babies get some much-needed rest.Steve followed us inside, fairly bubbling with excitement and began telling us about his trip. Anna stopped him. I didn't even hear Steve get up. Merely the door opening up as he reentered the room from his morning workout. The rustling of clothes and then the shower running in the bathroom. I had been facing the sliding glass door which I had intentionally left open. The soft roar of the waves crashing down on the beach below us.Then I found myself turning over on my side facing Steve's direction. I knew it was crazy, but I wondered if I'd get another show. I had never been turned on watching guys.