I did not go completely limp afterwards either, I kept pleasing myself inside her until I was aroused and hard enough to continue. I grabbed my blade ...nd started to run in across her arms and back while fucking her. She cried and cried which only made me want to fuck her harder. I stabbed her in her ass cheek because I had gotten excited and she screamed, coughing the gag out. Panicked I shoved it back in and turned her facing towards me. I clenched my fist and struck her several times breaking. Back in my flat I quickly undressed and showered. One huge advantage of not living in halls was having the bathroom to myself, and my stuff was already all over it – all the usual girlie bits and pieces, a couple of candles, a radio (I hate being without music) and a set of plastic ducks to keep me company in the bath when I wanted to soak. Showered, I wrapped a towel round myself and did my make-up. I’d decided tonight was going to be a bit of a goth night, so I overapplied everything, giving. "I think you know it felt more than a little bit good. That's what my whole problem has been. It has always felt good and I've always felt guilty about it." Can you allow yourself to just let it feel good for a few days?" I'm trying to. I really am," Mary insisted. "I don't like that condom, though." Would you rather have your belly swelling from a baby before it even shrinks from losing weight?" That triggered a look of resignation."You were, um, right about our bellies getting in the way.. But at one point, I realised she knew.So then I made it obvious that I was checking her out. Day by day, I made it even more obvious that I was checking her body. I look at her boobs while talking to her. Finally, one day, it was just me, her, and another staff member at the back.I was sitting, and she was standing in front of me, facing her sideways. I got up to go to the washroom, checking her out on the way. When I returned, she grabbed my hand and placed it on her butt. I was surprised.I.