Please don’t take it in the wrong way.’ He touched her arm, ‘You’re not. I just remember she was young. I thought she was beautiful. She was a...nurse you know.’ Maureen fumbled around a little to be turned facing him better, ‘I didn’t know.’ ‘I think my mom had kind of a hard life. I was illegitimate you know. The man who got her pregnant comes from a pretty rich family. People in town sort of blamed my mom for me, they made it harder for her.’ Maureen watched his expression grow increasingly. It is a ships evolution that I love. If I am at the radar at the time of the event I have to plot it in the system and this is fast and exciting. At the same time you are longing all the information in the radar log. If you are not on the radar at the time but still on watch the radar guys rush up to the Zodiac (an inflatable boat) to rescue the man overboard. We are in charge of handling the lines that lower the boat. This job is also exciting because you have to be safe yet fast at the same. "No fair! Cheat! Cheat!" she cried, but she was laughing gaily as she said it. Then she relaxed again, pushed her delectable body against mine once more, and replaced her soft arms around my neck. "Oh all right, greedy Gus." And she gave me another nice soft kiss. She pulled away sooner this time, however, but it seemed that she didn't really want to. She was blushing and laughing in an embarrassed way.Later that evening I caught her alone in the kitchen, grabbed her a bit roughly and planted. Her eyes had widened but there were no signs that she was about to scream or anything so he continued with his story. He described the car crash, squeezing Zoe as she stiffened with the memory of her father's death. He tried, with difficulty, to explain about waking up in the ICU room and floating above his unconscious body. Zoe's eyes were growing wider and wider as the tale unfolded. As he began to talk about his meeting with Jason, Zoe clutched at his arm."You saw daddy? How," she whispered.