"Then she giggled a bit and I was ready to strangle that part of me which refused to understand any moral clauses, but tried to penetrate further betw...en her cheeks. All of a sudden she moved her butt upwards and instead of being between her ass cheeks my hardon was suddenly between her legs and I could feel the moisture leaking from her. I tried to move but she pressed her legs together and held my hand tightly."Mina, we can't..." I know, Dad, I know. Just stay there for a moment, please."Then. Ihave to say having a body full of oestrogen made it hard to sit throughthe divorce without bursting into tears all the time.Once things were finalised I flew to Stockholm and settled into theclinic. My doctor was Hans Sigmund, a lovely man and all the staff andmedical support team were wonderful. They made me feel welcome andimportant. They never questioned my motives and their professionalism wastop notch.I had to give the team the most intimate photographs of Jenny if I wishedto be her body. V: As you please, mom.Mom: There will be lunch prepared before I leave. If you are home, we can have lunch together. Ok?V: Sure, Mom.It was around 9:30 in the morning, and my phone beeps of a WhatsApp message. It just read. ‘11 AM, my place.’ I stared at my phone for a moment and then I started jumping and pumping in the air. I was elated. I replied, “Yes, yes, yes, yes.”I couldn’t wait for it to be 11. I was right at her doorstep, ringing the bell at 11. She opened the door. I could see her a. Carol's and one of mine I'm going to leave to heal naturally. Julia's and my other one I'm going to try to heal faster. That'll tell me whether I heal faster than other people, and whether I can deliberately speed the process in myself or in someone else." How are you going to cut us?" Over the sink in the kitchen. I'll use one of the knives. I thought on the side of the hand would be a good place to do it." How deep?" More than just a scratch, because that could heal so fast that small.