The dildo in my ass was moving at different speeds all on its own running through a computer program to control the depth and the speed of the strokes...inside me. It had a control to randomly turn on a vibrator inside the dildo that stimulated my ass while the dildo pounded and abused my colon deep inside at the bend.Staring at the girl I said to her I was sorry if she was feeling pain, and she responded that it was okay, it didn't really hurt anymore, it was just a new sensation and while it. I'm a straight-A student. I am president of my class at school and my youth group at church. I... I... will probably get a full-ride scholarship to college from both sports and academics. Anything like this that would go on my record... it would just kill all of that for me. All my hard work would go down the drain..." (sobbing uncontrollaby)"Jennifer, we can't just pretend this didn't happen." I don't know what happened. I would never steal anything. But... I can't let this happen. My dad is. Unhelpful.But step one of my plan was to play into her refusal to talk about sex, to twist and amplify it for my own purposes.Step two? That was a little bit darker.Session A115:“What do you know about Marcie?”“She’s four months younger than your sister. She’s got brown hair, her mother is a nurse, her father is...”I interrupted. Should have been more specific.“What do you know about what happened to Marcie recently?”A hint of sadness hit my mother’s blank eyes (after spending enough time. I got to the meeting spot at 2:45 and she was already there waiting---dressed as I had instructed her in my earlier phone call---I watched her for the next 20 minutes---then I silently walk up behind her---she did not try to turn around until I started kissing her neck and ears and my hands cupped her full breasts---she tried to turn to see who was doing these things to her---but I stopped her and whispered into her ear---do not try to look at me---I then unbutton the blose she had on and as I.