So being "wanted" by Juniper Jones carried far less cachet than it perhaps would have if there had been fewer disquieting facts in evidence.And I wasn...t all that comfortable, anyway, with being only the most recent of what evidently was a pretty long line of lovers. That was especially true when I had to think about Juniper having sex with guys like Toby Marr.Okay, I knew it was a juvenile attitude, but I thought about Toby and Juniper having sex, and all the bad stuff came rolling through my. We turn around giggle giggle Amy: ‘See? No Jason. you guys are such pussies’ Deep rough voice: ‘What are you girls doing out here?’ we whirl around to see a figure in the darkness… thin… tall… buzzcut… SCREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMM!! Donna: ‘IT’S JASON!!’ SCREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMM!! we run back to the minimal safety of our half cabin and sit there panting scared out of our minds. trying to stop our breathing enough to listen for footsteps, sure that at any moment we’re all going to be. This man was in his late fifties, well dressed, quietly spoken and extremely polite, travelling salesman, and he had stayed with us many years back, long before I was born, knew mummy and Jilly, but flattered me, I guess my wide-eyed doe expression told him all he needed to know about me.Our cook, old Mrs Beatie, knew of him, 'A salesman', she confirmed, 'a ladies man, very popular with the ladies', she repeated, then in a whisper she lent across to me, 'Sells those ladies things'.I laughed at. I stayed with her to the end, kept her at home and did all I could.” The band started up again, Megan set her wrists on my shoulders and I grabbed the sides of her waist. She said, “That must’ve been hard for the both of you. I admire your devotion and understand why it’s been two years since you’ve been out.” We swayed to the music before she added. “This might sound somewhat callous, but I envy the relationship you and your wife had. My marriage isn’t anywhere near what yours was.” I let her.