I will be nineteen years old, and feel like my life is over. This is why I asked talk to you, instead of Fiona. I would be crying now, if she was here... and she would be holding me, as my mother would be. I need advice from someone more detached from me, to give me a more dispassionate point of view. Payne will not tell me the real reason for breaking up with me, to spare my feelings. However, from that moment, I will not want to see her, again. I will be devastated. I will not know in what. She could feel his closeness but not his touch just his breath working back down to her neck and under her chin back up to the other ear. She again just felt the lightest touch of his nose against the top of her ear and his breath against her earlobe. She felt his breath travel down to between her legs and then up and back down her thighs. She felt it travel across her warm sex and then a jolt ran through her as she felt a gentle kiss. She wanted to scream she was so turned on. She felt him. Since he had ridden with one of the other guys, he caught a ride with me back to the funeral home.In the car I explained my problem to him.After listening to me without requesting any clarifications, he asked only one question, "Do you want a perminate solution?" Yes" OK, I'll discuss it with Gino and get back to you." was his only answer.After we arrived back at the funeral home, he went down to the basement to place Mrs Williams in the small freight elevator as I opened her viewing room and. Higashidani: I hear you helped out my daughter the other day. Come with us and I'll buy you some lunch.(They walk into town; Higashidani leaves them at a soba restaurant.)Higashidani: You go on and eat. I'll get these sold.(Inside)Uki: What do you want, Outa? What, tempura soba? Me too! Excuse me! Two tempura sobas please!Sanosuke: Look, half-head. Uki: No! Nothing for you! I don't care what dad says, I hold the family money and as long as you call me half-head, you don't eat!(Sanosuke gives.