“No one in particular,” I replied. “I just...I wanted to have sex.”“Can't you have sex with Sam?” he asked.“Yeah,” I said.“Well, why...are you here, then?” he asked again.“I don't know. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have come here. I feel terrible,” I said.“So, my wife didn't send you to follow me?” he asked, his tone interrogative. “Wh...what? No,” I said.“Okay,” he sighed, somewhat reassured. “So, it was just random bad luck that we were here at the same time?”“Yeah, I guess so,” I confirmed.He. Anything – everything – to get back to you - to all of you!"Thanks for coming and seeing for yourselves. The other thing I was scared of was you dismissing me without a thought, and living the rest of this life without the people I loved."With Rebecca and Colleen lying on either side of me, we decided to, 'Take a Talk.' Our conversation was all over the place, until Rebecca gave me her version of, 'The Look, ' and asked, "If I ask you a really personal question, will you please, promise to tell. That in itself was very curious. He always wants to see me in the outfits right away. Stranger still was the box he unloaded from the SUV into the garage. That too was a surprise and I would have to wait and see it later. More curious... I wasn’t sure if I was more excited or bewildered. In any event, I had made a nice dinner for the evening, so I went and changed for dinner. John mentioned he was going to bring the box to the recroom in basement and that he would back in a minute.By the way,. We fell to the couch kissing and I felt his hand undo my robe and grab my cock. “No, not that, only kissing,” I cautioned.“What’s the safe word?” #1 asked.Here’s where the accident, misunderstanding, destruction of trust, and friendship happened. A memory lapse happened. Will you understand or say, hey you forgot, and you get what happens.You see, my mind drew a complete blank, like hearing a Beeeeeeeeep from that brain-machine, I was brain dead, I forgot the safe words. I’ve never forgotten.