’ ‘It may be in my belly, but our problem is in your head, and you can’t get it out. I’m becoming the mother of our child, but I don’t want ...o stop being your desirable wife.’ I could feel the distress rising in me. I wanted to cry. Why was this so hard? Was he right? What was wrong with me? ‘Anna, the people that we were have to step aside for a while. We can get them some other day, but just for now, I have to learn how to be a good ‘Daddy’, and you have to learn how to be a good ‘Mummy’. We. You never mentioned being in the armed forces and how long have you been doing Ju Jitsu? I have never seen a karate suit or whatever it’s called.’ ‘You have seen it loads of times, I actually have two, you just call them black tracksuits, but it is a black short sleeved gi, and my belt is usually in my bag. And I have been doing martial arts training of one type of another since I was 12 years old, I am the instructor, or Sensei, at the club.’ ‘Instructor!? Why haven’t you mentioned it until. It must have been from this time, that my curiosity about the female form strengthened, but there was nothing sensual in it. I was fond of kissing, for my mother remarked it; when a female cousin, or any female, kissed me, I would throw my arms around her and keep on kissing. My aunts used to laugh, my mother corrected me and told me it was rude. I used to say to the servants, “Kiss me.” One day I heard my godfather say: “Walter knows a pretty girl from an ugly one, doesn’t he!I had a dread of. ..Present – Ben – Solving the problemYeah I knew I was forgetting something! Damn, where in the hell am I going to take them? This fucking mess with Jens and Mira has my head spinning in ten different directions at once. Hells Bells I married Jens because I love her and have for some time. But if Mira’s baby is really mine, I have to do the right thing and take care of them. I know I never had sex with Mira, but I sure as hell wasn’t sure about my semen: Could they have really recovered some of.