." She had a devilish grin and a twinkle in her eye. I smiledand turned away, trying to hold in the giggles. She was crazy and Ireally did love her...for how she treated me - I was just one of the girls.The rest of their bantering, when Bryant had finished our drinks, wasrelatively tame. They tried to drag me into their flirting routine, butI declined. We all laughed and our mid-morning break ended on a highnote where Bryant was concerned - Lisa had gotten her fix.We usually would find a. Whenever the bus stopped at her house, it was full; so she sat next to me. I didn't think she ever liked me, but I was somewhat attracted to her. One day, she sat down next to me and scooted over until her body was pressing against mine. Her body was warm. Whenever the bus made a sharp turn, she would put her hand on my thigh so she would not fall off of the seat. I don't think she did it on purposely. I tried not to get a hard on, but my mind went wild. I started getting semi hard and it was. I've gotta work tomorrow," Patti said."Call in sick." I can't do that! Those kids are depending on me! The place is shorthanded as it is! Staff members have to show up and do the job!" Then go to work sleepy," I said. "We're going hash this out, tonight. Right now."We were both on the couch, but we weren't touching. I was way to the left, and Patti was way to the right. There was room for a whole 'nother couple between us -- if they were feeling a little more friendly than we were."Patti."She. ...It hurt deeply but over time I couldn't cope anymore ,I loved him,he didn't love me back,even though when we were together we awesome we connected ,he wasn't aware of it i don't think or maybe he didn't want hat he really couldn't let me get to close.Every now and again I would get a text,inside I knew I should say no,but I couldn't ,he just sent shivers down my spine ,I wanted him I need that touch ,no matter how hard he spanked me ,no matter if he ignored me via msn ,it didn't mattering.