?"He said nothing but stood and handed her the letter. She gave him a puzzled look and opened the envelope, dropped it on the coffee table and unfolde... the letter.The writing was not pretty: it resembled the writing of a very young child. She glanced at him and raised an eyebrow. He nodded, and she began to read.My Dearest CassieI shudder with disgust when I think of how I abused you over those last weeks. All you did for me with never a thank-you from me, and never a cross word from you.I am. Using organism for orgasm) — my word processor did me in! Please forgive any other grammar/spelling mistakes as I’m sure I’ve missed a few! * Deedra had been up half the night trying to decide what to do her paper on for Dr. Walden’s introductory medical physics class. Class was finally over. She just wanted to go home, but she knew she should get approval for her topic so she could get the damn thing started and finished. She had taken all the lower division courses required for her new degree. She'd never had such a strong fantasy play out in her head, and she'd certainly never had any desire to try anal sex before. A few of her boyfriends had asked, but a combination of self-consciousness about the size of her butt and general ickiness about the idea had caused her to say no.But as she'd played with herself, she knew what it was that had really pushed her over the edge. The idea of letting someone enter her back door was suddenly strangely exciting. Perhaps this Saturday, she'd let. " I can hire a detective. Then I can give him another of thoseattractionpotions --" No, you've already used it on him once. It won't be very effectivea second time -- not enough to get you past a quarrel this serious.But do see what the detective can find out. Meanwhile, I'll be workingon something to turn his heart toward his son." Or possibly somethingto weaken her maternal instinct until she'd consider giving the baby upfor adoption, but I didn't tell her that."Thank you. I'll be back.