“What,” John replied putting his head down.“Young man just what in the hell do you think you are doing to that body of yours,” DeRonda yelled ...ifting his head from his chest.“They will make me stron…” was all John got out before DeRonda slapped him hard across his face.“Don’t you even go there John these drugs are dangerous not to mention they are illegal.” “What happen to that young man who used to run through the neighbor hood or lift his weights out back. “ “Where is that young man who took. I really don’t want to lose you so I need to know if there’s anything I can do for you as the man in charge.” What a turn around, I had expected to be fired but actually my boss was trying to help me. I decided that there was nothing to it but to be honest with him. I told him all about my odd socks and missed buses and not being able to outrun the bad things in life. He sympathised and told me that he felt like that at times and that there was nothing to it but to take a week off, maybe go on. He has told me that history will be another subject that I'll be starting, soon. That's where I'm most likely to find out things. He keeps hinting at there being dark times in the past. If he mentions 'our kind' once more without explaining it, I think I'll scream!"By some wonder that I'll probably never understand, Brenda's focus had somehow shifted from Gael to the fact that we were both lying on my bed. She was unbuttoning her blouse to reveal the plain white bra underneath and my own. Something about this situation had touched a nerve in me; one I'd never felt before. I couldn't think straight and my heart pounded in my chest. “Shit yeah, Suck that thing.” He glanced over at me. “C'mon man, whip it out! Just imagine it's your cock she's suckin!” He looked over at me grinning with his huge dick in his fist. Fuck, I didn't want him to think that I was a wimp or something, but I surely couldn't beat my shit in front of him or anybody else. Although he was right about one thing.