But ... I’m really don’t feel ready to settle down just yet.”“I feel ... very much ... I do not have words ... inside. I knew it might be poss...ble to do so, but there are feelings and emotions I have never experienced that I am having right now at the thought of feeling your, our, child growing inside me. They are conflicting with my desires to continue my scientific research. This is ... troubling ... to me.”“And very much normal, Curie. Any woman who has been career minded gets these thoughts. I had a hard time not trying to rub myself in front of her. I encouraged her into buying the shirt, and after stopping at the food court, we went home. When we got home, she went upstairs to put things away, and I joined her to chat. Now, this next part is all kind of a blur, and I still have no idea why I did this. When we got upstairs, I sat on the edge of her bed as she pulled the shirt out of the bag and walked over to her dresser. As she bent over to put it away, I silently tiptoed over to. She smiled at me as she did something on her phone and said, “I’m sending those pictures to my husband. He will jack off to them. I know you’re puzzled so let me explain. We married early and had never been with anyone else. We had five children and finally found ourselves alone. I read in a women’s magazine how porn can get the juices flowing again so I showed some to my husband. It did and we started talking about things and ideas we never had before. We swapped with my sister and her husband. I hadn’t done OK. I had done just enough to remain eligible to play baseball.“You did fine,” Liz said. “But your GPA at Texas was a point lower than your high school GPA.”“And you weren’t exactly taking astrophysics,” Mom noted.“UCSD and Texas are both claiming you as an alumnus,” Sean said, laughing slightly.“The reckless driving thing got a little bit of play, too,” Mom said.“I was 22 years old and dumb as shit,” I muttered.“Well, yeah,” Mom said, smiling at me. “There is a guy on one of the.