Manisha: It is okay. You, too, can call me that. You both are the same to me.Kapil: Bhabhi… I know you are very upset about Bhaiyya not being here. ...nd I know it is difficult for you. You are worried about him, and, understandably, you are doing all this out of pain. Just relax, okay?! He will be back soon. You don’t have to feel so broken.Manisha: I know, Kapil.Kapil: Yeah. So, it’s just that. You just need to stay calm, Bhabhi.Manisha: But.Kapil: But, what?Manisha: I was just thinking.. Growing up Catholic, she would have never even think having sex with someone, but she had let a couple of her steady boyfriends fondle her breasts through her blouse after dating them for more than half a year.Against her better judgment, she had on one occasion, let a boyfriend slip his hand inside her bra, but became very frightened at the intensity of her feelings, when he began to touch and fondle her very sensitive nipples. She told him "No," several times, but he continued to fondle her.. His conversation was polite, casual, and noncommittal. She had half feared he would use the event to tell her about another woman. He did not. He did tell her of the important places he had been, the important people he met, the important work he had done for his law firm. When she first met him that kind of talk impressed her. What impressed her this time was that she did not have anything from her own life and job that was nearly as interesting to discuss. Emily had taken off the whole day. I wished I hadn't brought it up but like apit bull he kept on asking me questions and not accepting most of myanswers."You say that you think you might be gay, but you don't get excited byPeter and you did have sex with a woman. What do you think defines aperson as gay?" Why, in a situation most men would be boasting about, did you feel,"soiled" I think was the word you used?" What one word would you use to describe the feeling you get whendressed in women's clothing? Really? Why that.