She was the very fulfillment of my fantasies.” Jeremy went on to experience his own “Kalmann Diaries” with this wo...an only to find that reality was nowhere as enjoyable as the fantasy. In fact, the reality was the opposite and left Jeremy feeling empty and totally unfulfilled. “After I spent a week with this woman, I drove home and collapsed on my bed, a totally broken mess of a man. I wept and I shook and I just about had a total. But if Jack Michaels, Ellen’s cantankerous prune of a father, died tomorrow and passed down that quarter million they’d been promised, Mark would’ve happily retired and spent the rest of life on a sunny beach in Barbados earning twenty percent. He’d take it easy and rest secure in the knowledge he’d earned all of that money by working hard and being married to Ellen. Being married to Ellen was a fucking hard job. When that day came, he would be glad to share the wealth with Maddie and give. For a 36 year old divorced woman, with two kids, she is surprisingly young at heart. She loves new and exciting experiences and it’s adorable, but she’s also a freak like me.“I have to head to the bathroom, but I’ll meet you back at the apartment!” I shout as I scurry myself out of the gymnasium and down the hallway.I finally make it to the bathroom and my phone rings, so naturally I go to take it out to turn it off and I dropped it in the toilet!“Fuck sakes, are you shitting me right now?!” I. . just something we had to do." And none of you others heard this?" The soldier looked around at the other women. Ruta shook her head. Felek saw the others do the same. Cyla, though, hesitated. Felek pushed himself to his feet."Cyla?"The soldier took a deep breath, hands in the process of unstrapping her breastplate. She cast a worried glance towards Anelie. Closing her eyes, she breathed out."Mother ... passed something different down to me. Not about this god." Her fingers finished with the.