He called Clemmie and told her to not go to her apartment but got straight to his home. He did the same with Darren, Kevin, and Gianni. Michal was at ...embridge, but he called and warned him as well. Until he found out if a threat was viable, he’d protect his family. Darren had said it was a war. In a war you had to kill or be killed. Shaun was not a murderer, but he knew people who were. He never thought he’d take Hector Gustov up on his offer that he’d made him over twenty years ago, but if. When we moved on to communicating by voice, I bought a cellphone that was kept exclusively for conversations with Michael. Another important consideration was that Michael was living and working more than a hundred miles from us. Meetings would be at a large, anonymous hotel somewhere approximately equidistant. And at any point up to the moment when we first met, we could pull the plug and retreat into safe anonymity. There remained, of course, the question of whether Michael and Catherine. Shelly continued,” The yellow cap is a testosterone blocker. You have been chemically castrated for months. I’m sure you know what castration is.”“Like having no balls!” I answered.“Yes.” Shelly said. “Like having no balls.” I spoke up again, saying, “You can keep me castrated, Mistress...”Shelly said, “Good. Then I’ll let the doctor explain the situation.” Sonia said, “Your testicles were completely atrophied. I just spent the last ten minutes taking them out. They had to go.” She held up. Well, we know that didn't happen. You said in that letter that I could have a do-over. That's what I want...that's all I want." I was having trouble keeping my composure, a tear joined hers. "But we can't. Not now." "We can, and we will." She smacked her lips. "What...? Have you been drinking?" "No, not tonight. Tonight, I want to remember everything that I say and everything that happens, unlike that stupid wedding." "You were a dick. You even said you should have charged me to sleep in your.