I decided to see to it before bringing a cup of tea back to bed.I cruised his lounge room as the kettle came to a boil. It wasn't a room I was comfort...ble in. It was stainless steel and black and hard. An oversize television screen dominated the space. Everything had its place. It was the sort of room only visited even by its owner. I had been going out, and sleeping in, with him for almost a year but that remained the picture I had of him. He had all the toys --- tailored suit; red sports car;. Feer wo jhor jhor se meri pussy me apna cock andar bahar karne laga, meri ankh se ansu nikalne lage, aur me uuh uuh uu uuh uuhh karne lagi, wo sab bole dekho dekho iske boble kese upar niche ho rahe hai, suresh to mast maje kar. Feer suresh ne mujhe raju, ramnika aru maniya ke taraf letaya aur meri ek tang upar kar ke meri pussy me cock daal diya, sab mere chehre ko dekh rahe the aur haste haste bol rahe the, kyu majha aa raha hai na. Feer suresh thak gaya aur bola hash bohot majha aya, mast. . ab tum mujhe batao.. kya meri jagah tum hoti to tum kya karti .. bachcho ka gala daba deti ya unko kuyen mai faink deti “Yeh sab baaten aaj maine paheli baar suni thi.. meri aankhon mai aanson aa gay aur mai ammi se lipat ke khuob roi .. fir maine unko maaf kar diya.. .. aur hum dono .. aaram se bith gay aur . baaten karne lage .. tab ammi ne mujhe bataya ki voh kis kis ke saath so chuki hai.. mai ab jaan gai ti ki ab koi achhi family ka ladka to mujhse shaadi karega nahi so .. mujhe aise hi. Shopping, I tried different outfits to see how to enhance them, selected bras that promoted them and developed other attire accents which made my presence known. I selected a perfume few wore to announce my presence by smell, wore heels which drew attention by their walking tap, decorated like a Christmas tree with expensive jewelry, and I used TV news anchorwomen as dress role models. It was a full 40-year old life crisis.The attention my upscale appearance garnered ensured I wasn’t a past.