Dance for me.”Oh shit, I thought. He wants a lap dance. Was this part of the deal? I slowly turned, and squatted down in his lap. I felt him at last... and I gently rubbed my butt against him. Shit. I could feel the lump in his pants with no problem.“Rub me, baby,” he said. “Rub against me.”I did that, asking myself why I was following his orders so docilely. I was doing everything he asked. What if he asked me to fuck him? What would I do then? Shit, I told myself, have a little self-respect.. Well, sort of." Let's not get too excited. I still don't know what I'm doing. I don'thave a place to live. I just barely got a new license. I knew I had tocome here first, I needed to apologize to you both. I didn't reallymean what I said, I needed to say I'm sorry. I don't know what I'mgoing to do. I am going to finish school, this time though." Place to live, huh? I think I might be able to arrange that. I'll talkMom into it. Since you left, it's just been the two of us. And, toanswer your. ‘Remember what we talked about?’ she whispered in my ear. ‘All those dirty things that made you blush?’I did, all too well. I’d opened up to her, something I don’t do very often, except in the anonymity of being on line. She’d asked questions, and I’d answered them, sometimes volunteering unsought answers, needingto share my innermost secrets, the hungers that made me blush with both humiliation and lust. We’d ended that conversation with me admitting that I was wet with desire, a confession. “Yes, we need to put pressure on Patterson and Greco and watch which way they jump,” Steven said.“How do we do that?”“We send them each a copy of that tape you have. I’m betting Patterson breaks first. He’s the weaker link. Greco’s arrogant with an ego that tells him he is better than we are. He won’t run for help until he feels we are closing in. Frank is another matter. He has a substance problem, and he believes that the world owes him success. He will go for help to his backers.”“Ok,.