She imagined him stroking to the pictures she sent, wishing he could see her in person, just as she was in the pictures. She fantasized about them sec...etly arranging a meeting at a hotel some day and letting him undress her. She imagined him kissing her, so passionately that her lips ached, and him holding her so tightly he lifted her off the floor. In her fantasy, he roughly dropped her on the hotel bed, hungry for her, and quickly removed her clothes, and his own. Her fantasy lover started. " She made a moue of distaste at the thought. "But Emma, Madame Bovary, herself lived a wild life as a young woman, and nearly went to the guillotine because of her promiscuity. She therefore understands how difficult it is to control one's desires, and had to bridle her behaviour in the same way as she advises me." Matilde gazed at me with such an earnest expression I knew she was serious when she said. "I swear, by everything I hold dear; Patrick, Mimi, Chloe and you, that I shall curb my. You will not scream or make rude remarks. If you do you will be punished. You will do as you are told when you are told. If you agree to cooperation we will take off the gag so you can talk. Nod you head if you agree to behave.” Alice said. Billy didn’t see where he had any choice so he nodded his head up and down as well as he could. He then felt hands at the sides of his face doing something. The gag came loose and was pulled from his mouth. He wanted to scream and swear at his captures, but. I invited him for "dinner" and I think he knows me well enough now to realise that it was really an invitation to go up to my bedroom.12:30 Ed arrived early and I pretended that I still hadn't had a chance to change out of my Sunday clothes. The new priest won't allow us to wear shorts, but he doesn't seem to mind us wearing shortish skirts. And I know that Ed likes me in black pantyhose and skirt, looking quite formal, so that is how I decided I would look when I opened the door to him. I.