... and he cried and she knew that his hunger not to hurt, not to hurt her most of all, that that hunger he could not ever again satisfy, it hurt wor...e then anything mere flesh could ever know. And, they died. And John/rebecca were one. They shared.... all - now. And they lived... together, a couple in love, forever, after....and inside they cried and after, in their own way, each of them felt shame, wished for death. When they played... what had been her evening games - HIS evening. I saw my aunt looking at the computer and typing on something. I looked over and realized she was masturbating. She was rubbing her clit and pretending to suck a cock. My erection started to get bigger and bigger. I couldn't see well and i scooted closer and closer. I saw her putting one finger than two finger. I was dreaming i thought i was atleast and i suddenly fell off the bed. I was naked down because i was masturbating and my aunt turned and saw my hard erection. I was dazed and started. Somebody in town might recognize this. I'll start with McMillan; he sells the stuff. It isn't cheap."The sheriff arrived early that afternoon and walked through the ashes, making some notes as the cat watched, eyes half closed. He praised Anne's good sense in rescuing her meats and suggested that the Rileys might be able to store the hams and bacon for her since they did a good bit of hog butchering and had a large facility, three times the size of hers. He looked at the estimate for lumber,. There was no sensation as we translated, I wouldn't have known anything had happened, except every system shut down and it went dark. We lost the whole shooting match, nothing was working. Even the emergency beta lights didn't seem to be providing the illumination that they should, the battery system hadn't kicked in at all. It was in this initial panic that I scribbled my last entry. It was shortly after this that I fucked up in a big way.My initial reaction, seeing we had lost everything.