I thought that I was going to suffocate as Sandra collapsed onto me but I managed to turn my head a bit and start breathing again. Sandra was satisfi...d and she told me to get dressed and we left for home.The next morning while I was stood in Tony’s office waiting for him to arrive I was very nervous. I wanted to plead with him to get him to promise that he wouldn’t sell the videos but I didn’t know how to start.The subject of the videos never came up as Tony said,“I see that both Sandra and. "First a concussion, and now, a torn cheek. Well, let's remove that handkerchief and take a look, shall we?"I took the handkerchief away and it tugged on my cheek, the dry blood acting like a weak glue."It looks nasty. I'm going to have to clean it up." I won't lie, Mira," she continued. "I need to use alcohol to clean it and it'll hurt." I appreciate the warning, Tamara. Let's do it."Cleaning the wound hurt like a bitch. While tears came to my eyes, I was glad I didn't let out a peep of. I really wanted him to like me, but our first time talking showed me that he only thought of Julie. I was instantly jealous of Julie and started to plan how I could break the little bitch. I knew that it would take years probably, but I was willing to wait for the right moment. One day Jon would be mine, and Julie would be a whore working for me.One year after Mary's wedding I talked her into going to work for me. She was a good worker, and very professional. I had her doing marketing analysis. She was struggling mightily with how far and how fast to take things, and I didn’t want to push her past her comfort zone. I realized that might mean that we never got to bed, but I was fine with that, though I clearly would prefer the alternative.That said, I was concerned about how she’d handle things when Kara came to Chicago. But that was something to deal with next August. Stephie was aware that Kara was coming to Chicago and knew that our relationship wasn’t long term. And that gave me.