.."And, no! We haven't done it since Christmas Day." she finished in herquiet, sad voice.It felt as if my heart skipped a beat. "Why? What's wrong, my...darling?"I asked: half sympathetic and half hopeful.Hesitantly, she told me what had happened; how Milly had been veryrough with her... "Oh, she didn't force me to: I was willing to lether: but God... The pain. I'd never been entered..." She hesitated."...by, you know. By the back door and it hurt like Hell." she wassobbing now: the memory of her. In the next couple of weeks i kept giving in on my thought and desires. The situation now was i desides to grow my hair. And shave all of my body hair off. Panties were becoming a normal use to wear. i came more and more interested in what the girls were talking about. After a while my interest for science and boy stuff was totally gone. That night i sat at my desk thinking what could have happened to me. I was feminizing myself or something. As weeks became months i became more girly. I. Please ... please ... let me go?" A single tear welled in her right eye and ran down her cheek. A sob escaped her throat."Sure," Doug said, his voice softening, "We're just having a little fun that's all. Now come on Nena, take off your bra. It's okay. It's all for fun. It's only a game."Nena was petrified. She knew that taking off her bra would probably just make things worse but they had said that they would let her go if she did it. They just wanted a cheap thrill. They couldn't do anything. She looked up into his skull-shaped face and smiled sensuously. "What about us?" she teased. "You and me, Axel... ? You know, I think we could make it just fine together... especially with all that money, cheri... eh?"Shannon watched the licentious expression of lust leap into the gaunt, ugly one's eyes and the way he licked at his dry, knife-like lips. His own brain was churning hazily from McShea's stunning blow. Christ! Was she acting... or serious... ready to throw in with the winning side.